i'm so beat lately.
i knew this quarter was going to be difficult because of my research thesis, but i wasn't even CLOSE to knowing how hard! i've been avoiding my homework for a bit... but it won't stay quiet any longer. then, just when i was about to start it-- i got an email from another research program at UCLA, the MMUF. This is an awesome program that has mucho dinero to give poor undergrads who desperately want to do research :) they really want me to submit an application, but man i'm so beat! i'm so done with applications! i've done a whole bunch of them since i applied to UCLA (i actually didn't think that would happen) andddd i get to do more for graduate school in...what, a year?
that hardly seems fair ;]
but i have to admit, this program is really spectacular. and they've been very persistent about me submitting, so i don't have much to lose. perhaps they really like my preliminary proposal and think i got the stuff to make it happen :) that would be awesome.
so here i am... hour three and STILL working on my essay for it.
i just feel stumped. luckily i get an interview on friday-- yeah, again, NEVER thought i'd call an interview 'lucky,' but by the looks of this essay... i need to talk to these people in person to really get my dream across ;]